Somehow... sometimes... its kinda hard to establish the right connection with the ppl u wanna build a relationship with... by relationship i mean a friendly bond in general... socially inept probably... so in the process of tryin' to sow the seeds of growth... there's a risk of steppin' on the existing sprouts... am i being too figurative? I guess the only way of learnin' is thru experience... but more importantly... realizing one's weaknesses and workin' postively to overcome them is probably the only way to step forward...
The quest continues... the struggles are far from the end...