Piece of Mind

it's been quite a weekend... met up with four of my hometown buddies in four different occasions for meals/drinks... to update each other with stuff... chat... basically just an excuse for me to hang out... ;) just came back from mcd24 for the fourth time in three days... birthday celebration... kind of a surprise one... a joyous gathering it was... i definitely did meet a whole lot of friends over the past few days... which is really something to be happy about... isn't it? come to think of it... for the past four days i've been hangin' out from sg to mcd to jj and here and there... and at the end of the day (read: now)... i'm feelin' lost... sadly... if only things were so simple for me... yeah i know i should be countin' my blessings and delight in them... but i just can't seem to be joyful as i should be... i really appreciate all the friends who have been there with me but nevertheless... some things in life just can't be solved so easily... thoughts and feelings that just won't go away... i really need to pull myself up from this pit i fell into... and i have to do it alone... ____________________________________________________________________